alright hi world. i really hate project work. its like killing us already. i dont see why bianca's group seem to enjoy it so much. we have been through alot of things together already. and yet, we are still like that. yea they are damn productive but i dont see the TEAMWORK. why? because we are forever doing things seperately, i always have no choice but to split up the entire work otherwise it will NEVER be done. and our group always have no time to meet up one. its either we are lazy or we really have no time to meet. hais. this time i really put in alot of effort into pilot study and the GPP already. meet teacher for consultation and that Charine thought i go some where else, meet some guy or something? then i even ran up and down to the class to want check the place out, invited edel to help me even. thank all you people (: i really hate this you know. sucks to be leader, need to think of what to do, what to let them do so that they wont feel that they are doing more than the others... SUCKS.

anyway, today is the first time i really feel happy doing pw. because today we went to cindy house to bake brownies :) then i enjoyed alot with charine, cindy and iris haha or at least thats her name also (: and we found this super cool website, charine's friend, she makes 3D cakes and i really want one... hahah its okay anyway, i really had alot of fun! first time i really baked you know!! i have never done this in my life! i like to make brownies (: i wanted to give extras to our friends but then, haha sorry not enough (: those who are gonna help me with my pilot study tomorrow, i treat you guys to something la or at least i try (: sometimes i have really nice friends (: and they are always just a call away and they will really help you (: love you all (: will post the pics soon (:

OH OH and i played rollerblades today in school with jermaine! hahaha it was to help my classmates for THEIR pilot-testing, see how helpful we are? hehe and we wanted to say that rollerblades are a good source of travelling around school, but i came to a conclusion that if our school have any wheelchair-bound people, really inconvennient for them. because i had to plan rather long how to travel around in wheels just to get to that damn field. hahaha and bloody hell, i must really go and start playing again. lost touch already. hahaha but at least still can blade well, just that i suck at the hump. grrrrr. okay will teach those who wanna learn how to (: today was a damn tiring day but somehow after physics lesson onwards, i was damn restless and sian and i hated school and lessons. aiya forget it was is anyway. life still goes on, i still can live life the way i want so im gonna choose the happy one (: or try to live life happier at least even without - for now (:

I LOVE YOU CHARINE CHONG :D

okay first time we hit town after school!! first time lehh. i think its the last also :p my girlfriend he won 2nd in the competition!! and he's gonna treat us to buffet man! love him bibi (: BTW, jermaine, i early leave not because of fever, because i went to town :D

hmm, its time for thankful sessions ... ( not in any order)

THANK YOU JERMAINE for waking me up every morning, preventing me from being late for school (: just for that once when i was late for school, there was no you. so it proves my hypothesis that without jermaine peh, percentage of being late for school = 90% :D oh yes, sorry for making you cab to school last minute the other time :p

THANK YOU CHARINE for making life in SRJC fun and enjoyable for me (: if there is no charine chong, i have nobody to turn to when i cry in school, nobody to laugh at in school, nobody to squabble with in school, nobody to fall asleep with, nobody to laugh at the lecturer with me during lectures, nobody to wake her up when she falls asleep in math lectures :D she is like my mother, my older sister my bff and my radar in SR at the same time (: without her, life would suck in SR (:

THANK YOU EDEL SNG for being my part-time employee, my unbrella bearer on that rainy day, a weirdo friend who likes to do things halfway, for playing piano in the middle of the night and forcing somebody to sing, for injuring his hand and making me angry, for trying so hard to gross me out with all his present and past injuries by describing it in detail, for boasting to me that you can whistle, for all your treats on that nike trip, for being retarded at times, for cheering me when im pissed (: Aren't you glad we met in the Gents? :D

THANK YOU STEPHANIE YEO FOR BOYCOTTING ME. okay la i spend most of my retarded times with you, and you see all sorts of me before already and if i really wanna thank you, it would definitely be an essay of more than a thousand words (: thanks for experiencing so many first times with me [hahaha you know what i mean one la] !!!! :D

THANK YOU DENISE for being there when i am depressed about that certain matter (: your shoulder is still the nicest to cry on (: and you still can complain to me about anything okay? MJ [ITS NOT MICHAEL JACKSON OKAY] or anything, or asking me out to watch a movie with you, anything (: see you soon :D

THANK YOU TIFFANY BABY for knowing me so well, knowing my darkest secrets and blood hell i do miss you alot okay (: all the tau huay times, wii sessions, that first sleepover, hanging out at serangoon gardens, going to the club with you, and al ways hanging out at our favourite place, the tauhuay shop (: bloody hell you better appear in front of my eyes soon even if it is for a short 5 mins or a bowl of tau huay (: miss you alot baby (:

THANK YOU JOYCE LER for knowing all my darkest secrets as well, for all the kovan mac sessions and GB!!!! (:

THANK YOU B, D, S, V, Wind, Radar and some other irritants for adding some colour into my life in SR. HAHAHAHA :D

THANKYOU - for teaching me so many things. from how to like to how to love, to how to only stand aside and make sure that you are happy and nothing else matters. i know im digging my own grave like that and how i will fall into depression if i continue to sink in. too bad, i already fell into my grave, unless somebody can find a rope long enough that can pull me out into such a deep pit. we both know that it exists but we choose to keep mum about it. but the day when i decide to say it out is definitely a day i hope it will never come, because you wont be happy on that day. im still glad i actually do still keep in contact with you after we have graduated (:


I LOVE YOU PEOPLE :D

SCHOOL SUCKS. SRJC is getting more and more boring. maybe its because of the fact that charine is my bestie. she KEEPS on mimicking some stupid smeagol, starts growling all over the place, and tickle me for no reason, dares me to sit on the railing outside the classroom. i sit on the railing already, half my life hanging out the building, the least she could do is to prevent me from dropping off the building right? NO SHE DIDNT. On the contrary, she almost made me fall off the building. when i completed my dare by sitting on the railings, the next thing was "TEACHER!! TEACHER!! *POINTS AT ME ON THE RAILING* WALAO. scare the shit out of me pls! stupid people would have rolled off the railing but smart & skillful me, got off the railing gracefully, still looking cool at the same time (:

Next, she kept on tickling me so i make noise lah, of course la, ITCHY LEH. then you expect me to still shut my mouth and keep quiet meh. so, we walked past RED LAB cos i wanna get water from canteen. and happily tickling me away, so i of course happily making noise lah. then suddenly this guy came running out of the RED LAB, and gave me THE SCARE OF MY LIFE. he bloody hell literally charged out of the lab man! i thought was some dog or monster on the loose so i screamed! so i was damn pissed this guy made me scream so i went back to he lab to see who was it. IN THE END, it was Edel's class because the first person i saw was him and his striking black specs when i opened the class -.- so even though until now idk who the dog/monster guy is, but dont need to see i also can bet it was IVAN. he is the only lame guy in that class. so charine not happy with the people in the red lab so when we finished buying the water, she started GROWLING ALL OVER THE PLACE, she even stood right outside the door to GROWL. if only somebody from their class opened the door at the time, can see her classic face already and that would be freaking throw face HAHAHAHAHAHA :D worse thing was, SOMEBODY from there thought it was ME. come on man, obviously that PERSON never use his brain right? how can EDNA LU do such unglam stuff? this kind of behaviour will only come from Charine yea? (: hahaha sorry baby, i know you are gonna kill me when you read this cos im like spoiling your image xD its okay la, you accepted the fact that you look like and sound like a smeagol already, life ain't that bad afterall (:

Last was cheong waii hoong. he this idiot, use the visualizer and take a picture of me, in the end dont know how to delete. so when chemistry class started, Miss Aw came in, switched on the visualizer, my face appeared -.- i hope by now at least my face isnt gone although the picture has not been deleted yet... i think im gonna delete it next week when we use that class again (:

so ytd started to rain when i was about to leave school with jermaine. edel was nice, offered me his umbrella but i think he needs it more than i do cos of his Mac book... yea la he is a nice guy, so i dont have to say you guys also can predict what happened right. but we were still drenched when we reached the bus stop. JERMAINE PEH, be thankful i pulled you in to share the umbrella with us okay, i could have just leaved you to die there and me and edel just ownself walk away but I didnt because im a chicks over dicks person okay(: unlike you, boycott me over that asshole. Come to think of it, i think i lead quite a sad life. my friends always boycott me over some bastard boyfriend ESPECIALLY STEPHANIE YEO ZHI TING. but its okay la, who ask me always pangseh them when we were in sec school because of EC, now it's retribution -.- today it rained while we re having PE also ): playing basketball in the rain is shiok okay. too bad we had to stop. the boys from 1S16 really heartless. hello, im dripping wet already and im carrying a bag of basketballs, they just threw me another ball when im not ready to catch -.- throw one at me not enought still throw TWO SOME MORE. Heartless people. math lecture was COLD, and now the library is freezing. gonna stop here already lah, im gonna become a penguin already...

I paid bloody $1.50 for this 'overpriced' product . I got shortchanged!

He offered to help me pour out my food, in the end, he put the ENTIRE packet into the bowl itself without pouring and started staring at it, i think he was waiting for it to flow out on its own -.-Finally the idea of pouring it out struck him...

So, this week has been quite a pissed and stressful week. Monday really did cheer me up though (: because of charine and what she said during chinese (:

C: 癌症 got what kind arh? 胸癌?
E: no la! is 乳癌!

C: I feel like a diarrohea now.
E: Haha you mean you feel like a splat of shit now?!
C: Haha yes i scared i diarrohea on the chair...

Yolanda: Eh, mrt station is 地铁站, then mrt is what arh?
Me & Yilin: 地铁 la!

C: eh can say 我们也可以做运动来保持健康. Like that say like weird leh the 来.
E: Can la.
C: which 来 arh? 过来的来
E: No, 过去的去 -.-

[Sound coming from outside, ti ti ti ti, the kim possible tone.]
C: Eh! kim possible! (wah i tell you arh, her eyes lit up when she was about to fall asleep, classic face!)
E: Shutup. ( i gave her the GL face :D)

C: 原来聪明是有 代价的.
E: 这种人迟早会被 逼 疯的. HAHA 我们会玩到疯.
C: haha 没有 la 我们是装疯 xD

yesterday i was still stressing out because of 2 OP, english and chinese. now im sitting here as though nothing happened. stress drives me nuts and anti social all the time. but is because of stress thats why i will be motivated. so whoever got attitude-ed by me this week, I'M SO SORRY, especially Jermaine. Charine, i really cannot stand emotional boys. they are too... emotional for me. this kind of people i will just leave them one side to die. Edel Sng, stop trying to remind others about my birthday behind my back hor. whatever devious plans or evil intentions that you are harbouring, you better erase them cos they are not gonna work.but the shopping for present for your friend thing is still on, and FD4 also (:

EVERYBODY MEET MY LOSER BFF FOR 2 YEARS & COUNTING - STEPHANIE YEO ZHI TING (:

i dont know if you guys can read the conversation but if you can, good for you. if you cant, then thats too bad (:

me, and edel is the one with half a body only.
(JL, dont you think he dresses like yap yap?)

So, went to the nike factory today with edel. we waited atthe bus stop for quite some time only to realise we are at the wrong side, so natural instinct was to cross to the opposite side. in the end, opposite side dont have 175 -.- so we walked all the way to the bus interchange... hahaha he's quite retarded cos he was suppose to plan the route there, he ended up taking a picture of the map xD so i was complaining it was damn far from the bus stop cos he told me we had to walk, AGAIN. haha in the end it was just less than 20 steps from the bus stop and he was like "so how? you call this far arh? :) " walked aimlessly around the mall,looking for the place but because we were there so early, and he didnt get to eat breakfast and we THOUGHT that nike havent opened yet, we went to subway to eat breakfast. my gosh next time, dont tell guys anything for drinks when you are at subway. because they literally mix everything together. okay he didnt put coke and coke light in though, but it was still GROSS TTM! it tasted like bubblegum please. luckily he bought the cookie to kill the bubblegum taste in my mouth... headed over to Cold storage. we were suppose to buy doughnut ONLY you know? in the end, we bought biscuits, chocolates, chips, and sushi, but NO doughnuts. he looked like as though he havent been eating in months. really. wanted to take a picture of him but he wouldnt let me. haha i guess he knew i sure post it somewhere xD

threw everything into his bag, headed to the nike shop (: sadly, they dont have the watter bottle i want there, but luckily we didnt go all the way to West Coast for nothing (: cos he bought a pair of nike shoes. oh and did i say he is a blind mice? cos he stupidly let his classmate whack, whack until the specs broke... headed back to town. he told me something cool on the way there. he was the champion of Style Factor hosted by Singapore Poly. Cool right (: bought the tickets to GI JOE then we went to Suntec while waiting for Faid the Emperor to arrive (: he brought me to this super nice place at Suntec. Im gonna go there at night the next time (: most probably on my own, now i know why edel goes there to emo. so, the hungry fella started taking out his chocalates to eat and i ate some biscuit thing which was NICE! (: share with all of you next time (: went back to marina square to play arcade!!! hohoho played Daytona and he lost to me!!!!!!! okay he definitely he didnt let me win one. cos i was faster than him, so he decided to cut throught the field to overtake me only to kena the car repairing thing xD HAHAHA thats how he lost to me xD boys and girls, lesson learnt: never try to take a short cut when you are lagging behind :D went in for the show after that then Faid FINALLY arrived minutes after the show started.

Actually, since edel was a blind mice, im not sure if he can actually see the people on the screen xD but he definitely was busy eating the junk that we bought earlier (: but its thanks to him for paying all the food thats why i didnt suffer in hunger (: went to collect his specs, and i must say, he really copy me. specs also copy me, his auntie also copy me go stay at punggol, he even copy my hp model. Copycat man he. This Faid arh, KEEP ON playing with cats on the way to edel house area. wahpiang see already want to run away from him please. played at the playground :D chit chat at macs then headed home, edel went home to prepare for dance (: i literally slept on the way home with Faid listening to music. hahaha poor thing leh he, he come all the way down to meet us, only to kena dragged around by us and sit alone on the bus ride home while i was sleeping :p Luckily i recharged on the bus otherwise i would have slept through tuition. tuition was funny today (: but i forgot why already. because it's all small jokes. my tuition teacher is a cheap thriller also. Charine, can join you already :D Thanks for letting me play at the playground today Edel and Faid (:

Summary of what we ate today (:

so many happy things happened (: my performance at Esplanade ended and it was FUN! seniors, srjcians, stephanie and syanni came! they even got me flowers!! even QX came after the concert although he cannot make it for the concert (: too bad, he promised to come anyway (: honestly, it was a great experience la (: enjoyed it to the max, made new friends also (: went for a midnight movie after the first night's performance with huiling, desmond, yanjie and aaron. QX was suppose to go alsobut then... so we caught Hangover (: super nice and funny show however, aaron kept asking me whats happening cos his specs was spoilt,so he cant see. now i wonder, why did you even want to go and watch movie with us -.- then for the next three quarter of the movie, he slept throughout -.- waste $. cabbed home the senior they damn nice, even though we went ehub to catch the movie and they stayed at tampines,they still cabbed back with me to punggol cos they want to make sure i reached home safely (: so sweet right? i know :D
i wanna thank stephanie and syanni for coming down to support! thanks for the lovely sunflower bouquet (: thanks charine for the yellow rose although you cannot come and thank the seniors for their pink roses :D

next up was charine's birthday (: celebrated with the class once then another with cliqueat vivo and haw parvilla (: i know trust me, they are like the weirdest combination i have ever met. one superman, one spiderman, one racist, one sicko only im the normal one. but when mixed together, they are just the best in SR really (: they will never make you angry one because with spiderman around, laughing is like breathing every minute, cannot be stopped. superman arh, we always laugh at his retardness and gayness. racist and sicko, i dont know yet, still discovering (: had a great time with them on saturday really (: superman is my part time boyfriend, spiderman is my no time boyfriend but full time girlfriend HAHA because he was mistaken to be a bung xD horribly funny really. tmr we are get together again (: yay(:

jermaine, sorry for causing you not to have time for milo every morning and no eggs at coffee shop (: hahaha i will try to get out of house earlier (:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SMEAGOL CHARINE CHONG!

P.S i know you really love me alot because of my planning and this coming saturday (: haha i know i rock (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMEAGOL CHARINE CHONG!

P.S i know you really love me alot because of my planning and this coming saturday (: haha i know i rock (: