alright hi world. i really hate project work. its like killing us already. i dont see why bianca's group seem to enjoy it so much. we have been through alot of things together already. and yet, we are still like that. yea they are damn productive but i dont see the TEAMWORK. why? because we are forever doing things seperately, i always have no choice but to split up the entire work otherwise it will NEVER be done. and our group always have no time to meet up one. its either we are lazy or we really have no time to meet. hais. this time i really put in alot of effort into pilot study and the GPP already. meet teacher for consultation and that Charine thought i go some where else, meet some guy or something? then i even ran up and down to the class to want check the place out, invited edel to help me even. thank all you people (: i really hate this you know. sucks to be leader, need to think of what to do, what to let them do so that they wont feel that they are doing more than the others... SUCKS.

anyway, today is the first time i really feel happy doing pw. because today we went to cindy house to bake brownies :) then i enjoyed alot with charine, cindy and iris haha or at least thats her name also (: and we found this super cool website, charine's friend, she makes 3D cakes and i really want one... hahah its okay anyway, i really had alot of fun! first time i really baked you know!! i have never done this in my life! i like to make brownies (: i wanted to give extras to our friends but then, haha sorry not enough (: those who are gonna help me with my pilot study tomorrow, i treat you guys to something la or at least i try (: sometimes i have really nice friends (: and they are always just a call away and they will really help you (: love you all (: will post the pics soon (:

OH OH and i played rollerblades today in school with jermaine! hahaha it was to help my classmates for THEIR pilot-testing, see how helpful we are? hehe and we wanted to say that rollerblades are a good source of travelling around school, but i came to a conclusion that if our school have any wheelchair-bound people, really inconvennient for them. because i had to plan rather long how to travel around in wheels just to get to that damn field. hahaha and bloody hell, i must really go and start playing again. lost touch already. hahaha but at least still can blade well, just that i suck at the hump. grrrrr. okay will teach those who wanna learn how to (: today was a damn tiring day but somehow after physics lesson onwards, i was damn restless and sian and i hated school and lessons. aiya forget it was is anyway. life still goes on, i still can live life the way i want so im gonna choose the happy one (: or try to live life happier at least even without - for now (: