Different people handle things differently. We know that we shouldn't do it, but we still choose to go ahead with it. haha foolish as it seems, but as long as we are happy with the way things are, we are satisfied already. That's the simplicity of Love. To be honest, I'm not happy at all that i actually flirt around but in actual fact, i still do miss you. Thats the reason why i kept your letters safely in a jar. I really want to pretend that im alright and well even without hearing or seeing you. But i can't. However, i learnt to carry on, because you are a dear friend of mine, and i still love you dearly as my friend, the one who truly cared about me when i was about to fall for EC and yet i still scolded you when you crticised EC. HAHA those were the days :) I dont know if you will ever read this, but thats all i ever want to say (: What's gone is gone, i think i owe you a Thanks in return.

Although it took quite a long time, it isn't that hard to say what's in my heart after this 3 years (:

I thought so long as we remain faithful to that one person, that person will come to see it sooner or later. It was wrong. But it's alright, its just different from 3 years ago, nothing much. But i think i can still look at you as a friend. But thats not what i wanted.