met charine and xin ying for lunch today (: i tell you first these guys can be like gross partners for life or sth. they are like talking about nails being chipped off, might as well use pliers to pull it out and charine explaining the fun of flicking the half nail left, with all the blood oozing out. walao gross man. almost gave up eating lunch... went back to school for choir and charine went for netball (: choir was alright, now its like full of space because only 22 people turned up for practice today, yay (: and the bass is officially extinct, zero, non-existent. HAHA! so we sang for 3 hours not bad not bad. there were breaks amongst us but is like take turns one so, not that bad luh. overall, choir was alright (: not as bad as i initially thought it would be. dearest jermaine waited for me for more than half an hour after her bowling training just to go home with me (: how nice of her :D but she took the liberty of waiting for me to watch the soccer boys. hahah now that the J2s are gone, the attraction to watch soccer has decreased by 60% for me (: all eyes set on volleyball instead (: oh and B got a shock when he saw me today (: because i wore contacts -.- he's quite lame alright. went to the night market with jermaine after that (: she bought the magic ice pop and i bought some pop snacks (: gonna go there again soon if she is gonna go also (: jermaine, im just a call away (: the e-learning package is pissing me off. so badly that i have decided to go school early tmrw to do it instead. what happened to me arh? i rather sacrifice my beauty sleep just to complete my assignments xD i have changed! and so did she.

you know what? idk how does your mind work. you care, but you dont show it. you'd rather quarrel with me over some shit and not say sorry. why can't you just show it for once that you actually do care? take that cool mask off la. i saw you take it off before. you do care. just show it. i like your sarcasm but not this time. all it takes is just this once to make me hate everything about you. don't make me go through it again. it sucks terribly.