what a strange world.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009



Started our mid years ytd.
Gp and Chi was :D because i didnt sleep a wink throughout those 2 papers (: quite shocking right? i was expecting myself to fall asleep during chinese but i didnt. went out for breakfast with charine and xinying (: then we headed back to the school canteen to memorise our GP (: then in the midst of memory work, we had this uninvited guest. he's damn weird, look look look then he just takes your notes away. just because we are not reading that piece of note at that point of time, doesnt mean we dont need it (: and that uninvited guest kept on moving closer and closer, finally he decided to go and disturb another table (: started to rain, so we evacuated to the library. I slept for GP this time because the weather was simply irresistable but it was just a mere 6 mins only (: then i was literally recharged and completed my papers (: i never knew that a compo draft would help this much (:

Today was... HAIIIIIIII. had breakfast date with charine in the morning (: the food is damn nice! the next afternoon paper then we go eat somewhere else (: headed back to school and she talked about the Disaster Movie ALL THE WAY. i think she almost described the whole story to me please xD went to the study at first we were still abit talkative then we were silent already because the stress was escalating. well, she wasnt as stressed as me because she can still joke about. yeah, you guys should have seen my face. it spells S-T-R-E-S-S off my face. even charine can see that. i have NEVER been this stressed before. not even for my add maths paper last year. my clique last year would know everytime amaths paper i will be stressed. This time, it was WORSE. i was stressed from the time we left the study, to we walked to the toilet for charine to Change, to the lockers, to the class, I WAS STILL STRESSED! VERY VERY VERY STRESSED! then the papers started. paper1 was not that bad, i managed to control my stress level. But for paper 2, i lost it. yea, i drew the graphs but out of the 45 mins, about 50% of the time i was like stoning? because i was simply TOO STRESSED, that i keep thining. i was thinking if it was correct, why is it wrong,then what should i write. i kept on questioning myself in the head. wtf right, this is what happens when i get overly stressed and this stress was UNNECESSARY. until when the paper was over and we went to the lockers, i finally cried. haiis, when i explained to charine what i wrote for my ans, she analysed that actually, i did know how to do the qns. just that i was too stress over nothing, that i did the wrong qn because i would have scored higher if i chose the 2nd qn instead. ARGHHH. headed over to tampines sports hall to support tan qing inher badminton match against Jurong Junior College. but she didnt even get the chance to play! but nvm la it has been ages since i last felt the atmosphere of cheering for your own school at bmt matches (: that cheered me up alittle (: went to get my GC back from Jermaine, headed home. alright need to go domore math already, and i have to stop being overly stressed (: Bye world.

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